I took this pic this morning. I was avoiding doing a video for this blog. Rehearsing excuses, daring to dream, listing fears.
It's not that I don't want to do videos. Actually, I'm really deep down in a shy way super excited about the thought of it.
But what would my first video be?
In my mind I was going to talk about "being afraid to do a video" because I am pretty darned self conscious about it. Not the video portion itself. I am beyond trying to look like "a model who's not trying to look like a model."
But maybe that's the hold up. I'm self conscious about it. Conscious about myself. Maybe I could simply be more conscious of how lovely Jesus is and how thankful I am that Holy Spirit is teaching me things, just like Jesus promised He would.
But here I sit. Writing.
So my goal today is to just do the video.
When I do, it will be short. Something you can watch while your coffee drips.
In the meantime, I'm going to try to watch where the SON goes and follow Him... all day long.
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