I took a walk to get some courage


I took this pic this morning. I was avoiding doing a video for this blog. Rehearsing excuses, daring to dream, listing fears.


It's not that I don't want to do videos. Actually, I'm really deep down in a shy way super excited about the thought of it.


But what would my first video be?


In my mind I was going to talk about "being afraid to do a video" because I am pretty darned self conscious about it. Not the video portion itself. I am beyond trying to look like "a model who's not trying to look like a model."


But maybe that's the hold up. I'm self conscious about it. Conscious about myself. Maybe I could simply be more conscious of how lovely Jesus is and how thankful I am that Holy Spirit is teaching me things, just like Jesus promised He would.


But here I sit. Writing.


So my goal today is to just do the video.


When I do, it will be short. Something you can watch while your coffee drips.


In the meantime, I'm going to try to watch where the SON goes and follow Him... all day long.


love


Lydia C




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