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I. Want. More.
Ever feel like that? You have no idea what you are missing, but you know it's something more? I've been painting on music for at least 7 years. But I have struggled and struggled. Never getting the vibrancy I want on canvas - or in life. Don't get me wrong. My life is AMAZING! My husband is faithful to me, loves me well and I'm crazy about him. Both my kids are in relationships that thrill us for what these two people bring out in our two people. We're planning one wedd

Lydia C
Nov 182 min read
What I want
I've just spent my first session back to painting after going into an exhausted few weeks of depletion. To be honest, I messed up. But I showed up. For days, I could only sleep and I wasn't even doing that well. I wasn't doing anything well. I wasn't doing anything. But then a little spark lit. I thought, "Maybe I can just do a baby thing that doesn't matter if I do it or not." I put dish soap in a little squeeze bottle to take upstairs so that I can was my mouth guard. It

Lydia C
Oct 171 min read


recalibrating
I've ordered a new journal. Leather with refillable pages. It has a place to keep my pen or pencil. It has elastic bands to hold the...

Lydia C
Jul 243 min read


me? launch?
In just a couple of hours, I'll be heading to my tiny little book launch. Who am I to have a book launch anyway? Anyone, and I do mean...

Lydia C
May 273 min read


Stillpoint
That moment when, while all the world is swirling around you, you are slowed, stilled, into a slower place - a place in which something...

Lydia C
May 245 min read


Old Friends
This is for an old friend, who has become a recognized poet. It's too personal to send safely, but if they read it "on the wall" it will...

Lydia C
Mar 301 min read


The One He Loves
"Ladybug" by Lydia C God’s love can be tricky depending on what presuppositions I’ve tried to squeeze it into. But here’s the deal. God...

Lydia C
Mar 276 min read


Is it wise to work weary?
Here's the revamped cover - maybe So I'm setting the timer. Which I have to go get first. But this project is SO big that I don't...

Lydia C
Feb 251 min read


I should be there, but I am here
This is the old cover, which confuses me because I redesigned it after I wrote this post. Sigh. Work is just work. So much gets lost,...

Lydia C
Feb 251 min read


What to say
Do you ever sit in front of a glorious white page and suddenly wonder what to say? It's not the same as having nothing to say. It's...

Lydia C
Nov 22, 20245 min read


Don't be afraid to be BIG
Ay yi yi! The past few weeks have been life changing. Within a week of each other, both of our kiddos entered into dating...

Lydia C
Nov 22, 20249 min read


My new favorite word
Every year, I do the word thing. One year it was "play." One year it was "breathe." One year it was "peace." I don't know that this...

Lydia C
Sep 15, 20243 min read


7 Dresses - will it ever happen?
This is not the final art for my book cover, but I needed something to show the publisher what I have in mind. This is a blog about...

Lydia C
Sep 14, 20244 min read


Day 25: Returns
(Disclaimer: writing about clothing is wayyyyy not my normal. You'll have to read the Day 1 to understand why this seemingly shallow...

Lydia C
Aug 1, 20241 min read
Day 24: Science of Style
(Disclaimer: writing about clothing is wayyyyy not my normal. You'll have to read the Day 1 to understand why this seemingly shallow...

Lydia C
Aug 1, 20241 min read
Day 23: Try it all on
(Disclaimer: writing about clothing is wayyyyy not my normal. You'll have to read the Day 1 to understand why this seemingly shallow...

Lydia C
Jul 31, 20241 min read


Day 21: Where have I BEEN!
OY! I have yet to do 30 consecutive days of pretty much anything. But we've been busy doing this. Posting on IG a bit more consistently....

Lydia C
Jul 31, 20242 min read


Day 20: This is getting real
Up to now, all my research has been ethereal or philosophical. Now it's time to let it all become concrete. I feel like this baby fawn...

Lydia C
Jul 22, 20242 min read
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